Sometimes, somehow..
I feel so far..
Far away from you all ):

Time may change..
people..may change too :(

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2 days of paktoh with Li Ginn..*ahemz*
Sorry for DK XD !!!
went to pyramid today during break..
Qii start bu shuang cos i keep go break with others le xP !
Went to try the canopy walk..
Get so excited when go pyramid..
Very tired when go back 2 college..
Reason is its like climbing down..and up !

Pyramid...not much ppl as i thought of...
like...not the usual holiday..
mayb SPM or STPM i think ? :D
quite alot ppl walk canopy..hmmz ;D

Tomoro gonna celebrate mae's bday..
so sorry..no present =) !
jus can accompany you ~
watching harry potter tomoro..
aiya..not really that excited =X
cos not that into harry potter ==!!

Next week gonna go paktoh with Li Ginn again xD
Once Again...Sorry DK XD
borrow ur gf for 2 days again xD !!!

Today psychology lesson quite fun ~
and now i only know our lecturer
Ms. Wong quite cuteee leh xD
she gonna become my fav lecturer soon ;D !!
Learned about sleep and dreams..
Gosh..i have serious sleep deprived actually T_T..
i need more sleep...if the college let me haf holiday ;D !!

End, MELISSA YEO SI HUI !! PLEASE CHEER UP !!

Smile always | 6:33 PM

Mel Mel,
dui bu qi ! i dunno my thing will affect ur mood de..
cheer up k :) !
i...insonmia le =.=" !
now also still can't sleep..
dam very sleepy wei T_T..

Tomoro nid chiong assignment again :)
wed go celebrate Mae's bday
Thurs go out wit Winnie the bear =3= !
Gonna broke again =="

And audi with the dummy mel mel ;luv

Smile always | 5:15 PM

明知道，你在敷衍我。
明知道，你不值得。
明知道，你不爱我。
明知道，我们没机会了。
明知道，你是个混蛋!

但，一闭上眼睛，
你就会出现在我眼前。
每晚，至少要30分钟才睡得着。
很失败，对吧?

很努力，很努力，
想把你忘掉，
可是，超难!
怎么办?

星座曾写过，
双鱼，爱来得容易，去得难。
就是说，
很容易爱上别人，
可是要忘掉比登天还难 !
有时，蛮讨厌我的星座 ):

甚至，我还很害怕男生。
应该，恐惧感又来了吧。
每次每次都是酱!

刚才当你跟我说话时，
心和手都颤得很厉害。
是!我很害怕!!
不懂害怕什么!
就没原因的。

虽然，不哭不闹，也勉强的坚强。
但，只是在保护我自己，建立一道墙。
也懂，不值得我去哭。

对不起，写了那么多。
都忍了蛮久的。。。。

Smile always | 4:05 PM

Yesterday,
finally have the chance 2 lepak with LG and Qian.. :D
at home face the essay too sian..
go out get some fresh air is good :D !

Then..do abit 8 gua things ! :D
go LG house help her choose dress for prom
and see qian qian make up ~ hoho !
leng lui laaaah ;D !

Then the make up artist..
kinda scare me..
1st time she see me..
she say she see me before..
but i dont know wat happen at all ._. !
Mayb she see me in fb before :)
since she know some of my frenz..

Today,
go for math class..
half asleep..but still finish the homework faster than them..
muahahaha..the lecturer keep come near me
and ask me " are u ok? siyun?"
Can't sleep in class at all T_T..

Then just finish watched Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu
such a long movie name :\~
the summary was very nice..
and yea..reminds me of one litre of tears..
its a sad ending..
but teach me a lesson :) !
Appreciate what you have, fulfill your life :)
Anyway after i watch it..
i feel like im already into the show..become the main actress :( !
Although i can't understand how she feel..
but i know it was really sad for her :( !

Smile always | 5:49 PM

Today..
IS A MOVIE DAY !
for culture and performance..
i watched namesake..
a great movie..that is really meaningful !
and it is PG-13 =="
but however I THINK IT IS 18-SX !!
dam..is giving me a phobia..T_T..
got a scene tat is "having sex"..
u sure its PG-13? :O

Now i think think and think..
i think i gonna fed up my account and finance..
and go to psychology !
all the people think its bored like history..
but however i found it that's quite fun..
i don't know.. :(
i also don't know should i fed up about number sub :(

Smile always | 6:16 PM

Recently i just know how my ex looks like..
What i mean is..
my ex BF that is 2 years ago..
The SG guy..think some of you know..

Now i only can see properly his pic :) !
LIKE WAAAA...
LENG ZAI..OMG !!!
his look like Death Note de L..
my fren ask me got regret or not after see his pic?
My answer is YES ==" !!

I dont know he so leng zai de T__T...
But...at least i have a leng zai bf BEFORE !!
Muahahahaha..no regret le now =D !
i think :\ ~!
XD

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I can say that....
This month,
It is not a good month AT ALL !!!!

1st,
Changed my r/s status :(

2nd,
Fever + cough (now still coughing TT)
- Wan die already :( ~

3rd,
1st day of sem...Assignments start giving out..
and the lecturer start reminding us about topic test 1..
GOSH DAM FAST OKAYZ =="

4th,
I dont know what to do for my assignments :( !
just gonna die kao kao :( !!!

OVERALL,
IT IS NOT GOOOOOOOOD AT ALLLLLL L!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feel like wanna bang wall and die :\ !
It is jus a starting of the month
yet, i already feel like wanna die :\

Smile always | 12:15 PM

Sick le :(
fever..haix !
but very fast..recovered le..
hope it won't come back then can le =="
really rest hard 2 make myself recover xD

I get most of my result le..
i m not satisfied at all :(
Math - 89
Account - 62
Biz Com - 68

Now left Eng i dunno..
haix...my result really dam sux..
everyone get 80 and above..
WTF..i zi bei already ==" !

Smile always | 12:43 PM

Yesterday,
we all make a surprise party for Winnie Tan XD !
Glad that she is happy =) !
Although she thought wanna release my stress xD
But, main actress still is HER :D !

Morning 10.30 till at night 11.30..
wear high heels and dress..
tak boleh tahan...
Leg really pain :( !

Morning sing Redbox ;) !
So sorry..i can't high..
just very tired and sleepy xD !
Then go eat Gasoline for lunch..
then go take photo sticker..
is kinda fun..
although got 1 pic i really hate it :( !

Then saw Ronald *woot woot*
Abit shock too @@ ! haha..
after that go buy SIM card..
no more HYC :( ! HATE YOU...
stupid hotlink :( !

---skip---
Then go eat dinner at some kind of pasta :X
really really full..
and Thanks to Winnie's parents for the meal =) !
1st time..eat cheese till feel like wanna vomit =="
i love cheese..but over heavy haha !
Then teman winnie's family go buy her stuff @@
Then balik rumah..
*sit there never move at all* ==" !!

-Upload pics soon =) -

I will get u outta my mind :)

Smile always | 2:19 PM

为爱情而哭是最傻的！自己开心就好。。。情绪低落一天就够了。。

­还有很多事在前面！不是爱情自己才快乐！为自己而活！

That's wat i thinking =)

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Very lazy 2 blog..
recently keep going out..
wan pokai already


im making some important decision :( ~


P.S. : Happy B'day SHU SHU muackkkks =) !

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