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Monday, July 25, 2011

OMG..I can't believe that the bear diary is back !!
It disappeared since we finish our SPM..
next page..and next page..
all the memories are back..
Sweet or bitter, Happy or sad =)
All in 1 book..
I really happy that this book is still exist in this world !!
everything that i forgotten, it come back =)

I also found that..everyone had grown up..
thinking also different compare to last time..
I so dam miss the 'bai chi' moments together
Although i only know sleep that time..
but "entertainment news" i m still always chasing =) !

I really miss them ='( !
If can, i hope that time back to that year..
But, now we only can think back =')
Friends..i really miss you all..
Hope you all are fine now =)..
Everyone has a busy life now..but do not forget
THERE IS A HAPPY FAMILY CALL BEAR FAMILY !!
I can't wait for bear family gathering next time ..
Hope it will happen soon ^^

Smile always | 1:36 AM

1ST WEEK OF HOLIDAY!!
DING DING...DONE!!

Is quite a busy 1st week haha =) !
Tues,
Went to watch movie with Jia Yao
Watch Mr Popper's Penguin !
OMG..I love penguin =D !!

Fri,
Went to find my ah mui, Jing Yee =X
Hav alot of fun..cos we talk much
although we did not hang out that much..
but we still non stop talking always =)
I really appreciate this friendship..
Is really hard :)! Tat's call fate, Right? =)
Then went to kacau kacau Ben Gong2 at his workplace XD
Blekk..get le salary remember belanja !

Sun,
Went to eat desserts with qian..
quite rush decision thou..
but we hav fun chatting around ! Yummm..Ice Kacang !!!
(Winnie..bring u there next time :D)
Then, went to Yen-J's mini fan meeting (Qian chang hui)
Haha..uh..i think he more leng zai in closer view la =X
And can see Winnie dam high today..okay tis is not the 1st day know her
so no diff for me =) ! And the 1st time i go to tis event gave to Yen-J lo T_T
i wan see FT Island arh..or SHINee or CN Blue T__T..

Genny, dun think so much k =) !!!
Is already past..move forward !
But it still will takes time thou..
man man lai k =) !

Smile always | 1:09 AM

Sunday, July 17, 2011

到底能否了解男人的心？
　　何时爱着我把心交出而你却弃我而去
　　你曾说第一次这样心动去感受一个特别的人
　　这话让我深信不疑让我幸福
　　言尤在耳你的爱却已不再
　　傻傻的我却还追在你的左右
　　嘴上把你埋怨心中仍把你牵挂
　　爱是一切只因我生为女人
　　（重复）
　　轻易将自己付出却很快让你厌倦
　　男人们就是这样无情意
　　下定决心不再轻易付出
　　再次陷入爱的漩涡的还是女人
　　许是因了这样你不再爱我
　　傻傻的我却还追在你的左右
　　嘴上把你埋怨心中仍把你牵挂
　　爱是一切只因我生为女人
　　
　　为了爱情付出一切心甘情愿
　　请别不要利用女人这柔弱天性
　　身为女人原该被一生宠爱
　　不曾想爱是如此辛苦和艰难
　　嘴上把你埋怨心中仍把你牵挂
　　爱是一切只因我生为女人
　　嘴上把你埋怨心中仍把你牵挂
　　爱是一切只因我生为女人
　　
　　（女独白）今天，我们分手了，希望我能够幸福，能够找到比你更好的人。
　　你也像其他的男人一样，忘了说过的一切。
　　说实话，我不希望你能够幸福，我担心你能找到比我更漂亮的女孩子，幸福的过日子，
　　那你就会真的把我忘记的，我是那么的难过，心如刀绞，
　　我想我爱你爱的太深了，不要利用可以为了爱不惜一切的女人的善良的本性，
　　生为一个女人，被人爱是如此的难。
　　虽然我在骂你，但我心里是那么的想你，因为，把爱视为全部的我——是女人。
　　
　　为了爱情付出一切心甘情愿
　　请别不要利用女人这柔弱天性
　　身为女人原该被一生宠爱
　　不曾想爱是如此辛苦和艰难
　　嘴上把你埋怨心中仍把你牵挂
　　爱是一切只因我生为女人
　　嘴上把你埋怨心中仍把你牵挂
　　爱是一切只因我生为女人
　　
　　（男独白）有一个我深爱着的女人，虽然我不能和她在一起，
　　不过，我仍然深爱着她

Smile always | 2:00 PM

년 後(One Year Later) - Jessica & Onew

It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time

I've wandered and wandered around for a while
As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time
They're all coming back to me now and I don't think my heart can take it
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you
How has your one year been

For a long time, I've been living, having forgotten of you
For a while, I thought I was doing fine
However I started to realize it as time passed by
That I am nothing without you
At that time, if only we had been a bit more mature
If only we knew how we would be right now
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them
One year has passed like that

Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine?
Will you give me another chance?
I know now that we can never part from each other
The one person I love and love again

I wish we can go back to our first days
To the beautiful, happy and loving days
Those heart-breaking stories and vain arguments
Just bury all of that now
And promise that we won't take them out again
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by
I hope that we won't meet like today again

P.S. : Suddenly think back of tis song :) ! Love tis song so much after so many years :) ! And I LOVE ONEW ALOT !! YAY ! Love his special voice & cute personality, look :D !

P.P.S: Juz finished watch Hello Baby season 2..The SHINee is the 1 who taking care the baby :) ! And all of them are so cute !! Haha..but that show gave ma a bad impression of Minho OH NO :X !

P.P.P.S : Ops..sorry for so many P(s) XD !! And tis song lyrics..remind me something..and jus right is 1 year..woots ! is nothing but juz..memories, YOU KNOW :D ! MEMORIES CAN'T BE WASH AWAY :)

Smile always | 2:02 AM

Oh yay ! Finally started holiday !

after 4 months of hard work...

Although, tis semester is really suffering,

but is over now ! :) Final also not that good..

but i know i had done my best this time..

i hav no regrets..

but i hope when result out, my mum will forgive me T_T

since she keep see-ing me studying..

And now, i can enjoy for 1 month and a week :)

Teehee...Waiting gathering la !

So tis is my holiday to-do-list:

1. Watch drama & anime (fairy tail, heartstrings, gintama, ikemen desu ne etc.)

2. Go gai gai with frenz :D !! But half of them were bz ):

3. Learn japanese !! :D

4. Play back my flute Weee ~ :)

5. Go puchong water sports park

6. PLAY GAME WHOOO !!!

And i think that's all :P

Smile always | 1:46 AM

Saturday, July 9, 2011

有点觉得我被排斥在外 ='(

Can i still be myself?
If i don't wanna talk, then don't talk..
but i keep forcing myself find topic to chat
Is weird...

Smile always | 11:52 PM

虚伪，虚伪到透顶！！！

Smile always | 11:50 PM

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Sigh, Suddenly think back primary school's memories
Got happy and sad memories..
but i think should be sad more ba?
if people ask me..which year u hate the most
i sure say the year when im in standard 6 !
everyday go school like go to war..
have to fight with whole class de girls except 1
that 1 is a friend since i was 5...that's why !

i everyday only wait recess time and after sch time
because is the most happiest moment in every day
at least im happy i hav these frens
that is Chinn Ling, Sydney, Nigel and Nicholas..
Everyday play like crazy in recess and on the way home together..
I know i shouldn't look back at bad memories
but these memories keep jump up to my mind :(

Maybe, i say tis is becos last Mon i saw Nigel..
Last time, we used to be crazy together
Now..is like jus smile..say hihi and talk for 1 min..
Is like..normal frenz ady..
We ady categorized in diff world..
Time really change people haha !

Lastly, i really miss Chinn Ling !!
Hope she success enter Monash :) !
then we can meet often ~
Good luck fren!!
5 Years no see de fren =(

Smile always | 2:37 PM

Monday, July 4, 2011

Sob sob..1st semester is already coming to the end..
today is my last day of class, although dun feel like last day at all xD
And went to celebrate Carmen's b'day today :D !!
Ate at Secret Recipe for lunch....
almost whole day eat cheese..feel like wanna vomit now :(
Nothing much happen ~ but RM40 suddenly gone in 1 day x) !
Woohooo :D

In tis 1st semester, is kinda shock..
Is different from last time, because i never really have any frenz
and most of them i dunno what's their name XD !
haha...i can really be quiet sometimes and dont talk at all ==

And is already study week !!
-pray pray- hope i can do my best :) !
AND AND !!

I can't wait for next fri :) !!
last day of our exam, and plan to play until night ! Wooo..
Sing K, gai gai, makan2 ....bla bla bla :D !!
But firstly, study FIRST lahhh =.=" !!!

Smile always | 9:49 PM