FML ! When final come nearer, the more i feel scare, i have no confidence. I scare i fail my exam again :( I don't want see a disappoint face from my parents.. I don't wanna cry in front of my parents again T_T My heart really pain..
I don't wanna grow up... The more i grow up, the more i think about people that concern me.. I hate to grow up I start hating my own life.. I feel very stressed up !! I just wan a plain life, can't i? Can't i hav a better brain, better memory ? I always admire my dad, that he's really a smart person.. I always tell myself, if future i din get a nice job.. How my parents going survive? Is really useless if depends on my both brother.. It's like the whole weight is on me.. Please..don't put too high hope on me T_T .. I stress until gonna faint :( Please, let go of me =(
